They were very hospitable again and had prepared nice snacks and drinks. We watched the show while tenderly touching each other's clothed bodies. This turned into kissing and cuddling, and by the end of the show our focus had shifted from the tv show to our private show. By then we were only wearing underwear. The night was as hot and as relaxing as the previous time, but we didn't make it as late. In the morning we had a good breakfast again and made love halfway through the afternoon.
We talked about our sexual fantasies and Aaron said he wanted to try sex on ecstasy together. He had used it a lot in the past, but for the last ten years Will had kept him off it. Will takes very good care of his body and mind and couldn't tolerate to have a boyfriend who didn't. However, recently Will had grown curious about drugs and concurred to experimenting with ecstasy. This was a nice coincidence as I have discovered ecstasy earlier this year and had promised myself to only use it very rarely and only at very special occasions (see Pills, powders and liquids). I would trust these two guys around me when on ecstasy and the sex was of exactly the relaxing, tender but intense type that fits to an ecstasy trip. Within a few seconds I had decided to propose a threesome on drugs for the next Friday.
Each of them added me as a friend to Facebook and wanted me to become a friend with benefits rather than fuck buddy. Indeed we had a lot in common. Will told me that Aaron is generally uncomfortable being around people and has trouble trusting others. If Aaron's not at work he prefers to be home with his boyfriend. Will, on the other hand, is very active and longs to meet new people and spend his free time out of the house. However, Aaron always makes sure he gets what he wants. When he first met Will the relative age difference was way bigger and so they developed a relationship where Aaron took all responsibility and control. Aaron prevented Will from making mistakes and from living a normal student's life. Will automatically gets irresponsible and childish when Aaron is around, just like Aaron gets bossy when Will is around. They have developed a kind on father-son relationship and both are unhappy with that.
Each of them told me their side of the story and their doubts if they should go on with this relationship. There were many frustrations and troubles, but they didn't realise what they had: a very loving partner they were crazy about. They longed for more freedom but you can have freedom together. They foolishly envied my life as a single gay man. People tend to long for what they don't have instead of embracing what they do have. If you've put your money on red then convince yourself that red will win instead of thinking, "What if black's the better choice?" If you put your money on both, you can never win.
A few days after our second hot night, Aaron discovered that Will also texted back and forth with me and got furious. He apologised with me and then broke all contact, leaving me disappointed and surprised: I hadn't thought there was any harm in Will and me texting. However, as it turned out Aaron regarded me as the prey he had conquered and so he decided what Will could and could not do with me. I didn't care much: as long as he treated me with respect, I didn't care what rules and arrangements were made between the two of them. A few days later Aaron calmed down and restored contact just in time for our night on ecstasy.
That night was just amazing. The sex was even better than the previous two nights with them on which, as I have written before (see The lakeside couple [2 of 4]), I had experienced the best sex ever. It was just amazing to share this feeling with these two great guys. At some point Will took me upstairs and tied me face-down to the bed. He touched me everywhere and then crossed a boundary: he put a finger in my ass. I almost never allow that, except in a relationship, and even then I can barely relax my ass enough for my boyfriend to put one finger in. Nonetheless, I was very relaxed and let Will do his thing, it felt good and he added a finger, and another one.
At some point he said he almost had his whole hand inside me. It felt amazing but I always told myself that getting fisting was something I never wanted to be part of. I feel it's unnatural and it can damage the rectum, so I told him to pull out. I can imagine how it would have felt had he proceeded to insert his hand, and I can now understand why people like fisting. It's not for me though. After he pulled out he fucked the living daylights out of me, while I was still tied up. And this guy thought he was a bottom!
Halfway the evening I kissed and cuddled a long time with Aaron and he begged me, in tears, "I would love for you to come over more often, but I'm so afraid. Please, please don't take my boyfriend away from me!" Then we had some more sex. The next morning the three of us decided together that three weekends in a row had been enough and that it was wise to not see each other for a few weeks: common sense defeated lust after all.
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